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17 – Belief



A belief is a thought you keep thinking

Abraham Hicks


A belief is a thought you keep thinking.
At any time you can choose another thought.
And you can make that into a belief.
A habit is a belief is a thought you keep thinking.
You can change a thought so you can change a belief so you can change a habit.

That is in your power.

That is in your essential power that is you.
You, your spirit, your soul, your god, your faith.
Your thoughts.
It’s all you.
And nothing is more important than you. And if you feel… good.
You know that it is right.

A belief is a thought you keep thinking. A habit is a belief is a thought you keep thinking.

Change your thought; change your life.

You are, in fact, the centre of the universe.
And that is the fact of life.

You can live the life you want. You can live your dream. You can be happy.
You can be utterly joyful, blissful, happy. If that is your choice.
You can be healthy, strong. You can be everything you want. If that is your choice.
If that is your joy. If that is your bliss. There’s only one catch.

You can never go back. You can never even for a second go back to what you think is real.
Because it’s not, not anymore.

What is real is now. Any other reality is irrelevant, is unnecessary.
If you bring it forward; that bad thing that happened, that thing that was so real… before; it will be real again.

Because by choosing to bring it forward… you choose to live it again.

It’s your choice. Do you want to live that again? Do you want to keep living the so called real life that you’ve been living for so long?


You want to live now. And now changes everything. Because what you are now will be what you are later.

You can choose your thoughts.

A belief is a thought you keep thinking. You can change your thought.
That is in your power. And your power is endless, unlimited…

Pure, positive energy.

15 – October madness

There is just something strange about October.


Windy, rainy, the days are growing darker, and life switch gears. That’s what it feels like for me anyways. Here is another somewhat eklectic podcast episode for you.

We hear Imp going a bit mad no thanks to yours truly. We hear a new flash fiction piece narrated by Billy a.k.a Sriracha with music by neil a.k.a Rolf from

I give you the word of the month to ponder and learn something about.
“Gaslighting”. I’ll give you a hint; Gaslighting does not require flatulence and a bic lighter. 😀

And there is a new song that is not yet finalized. My pumpkin was written by joey a.k.a JoeyAlomar who added bass, guitar and drums along with motivation and encouragement. There’s additional guitar by Tony a.k.a StratCas, and the rest is my creation; stuff like even more guitars, piano, sax, lyrics, vocals and production. You will hear the very first sneak preview right here as the collaboration is still private and under highest secrecy. 🙂 There is a reason why I don’t add a link to this collaboration as this song will go public in time for Halloween and no sooner.
This recording is licensed as all rights reserved. Listen all you want, comment please, and you do have special permission to share this all you want. Spread the weird. 😀

Let’s not forget to wish a fantastic

happy birthday Dan Savage

who is the coolest sex columnist ever. Let us all wish him lots of cake and a great year!

Enjoy this October madness. Just consider it priming for Halloween.


Read the story here.

My pumkin lyrics

By Jenny K Brennan 2014

There’s a bird on a branch in a tree in a forest not far from me.
It serenades me and I know the type.
And there’s a man on a chair with a feather in his hair.
He says with this we can all fly.
He says with this we can all fly forever more.

Don’t burst my bubble I believe there’s a genie in my bottle.
A genie in my bottle.
Don’t tease my pumpkin.
I believe there’s a fairy and a gnome making babies on my lawn.

There’s a cat on a shelf with a glassy stare.
Watching me watching you.
This is what it’s saying.
There’s a place over there where
the stars and the sky and the ghosts gather round.
For tea on your patio.

Once upon a time we all believed.

Don’t burst my bubble I believe there’s a genie in my bottle.
A genie in my bottle.
Don’t tease my pumpkin.
I believe there’s a fairy and a gnome making babies on my lawn.

Glass slippers fit
Hans and gretel came home.
Trolls are misunderstood
Of course it is so.
Glass slippers fit
Tales are never too tall.
heroes will never fall.
Of course it is so

They’re building houses out of shrooms.
I’ll make you believe
This is for real.
They’re making babies on my lawn

don’t burst my bubble…

Jenny K Brennan
Oct 7 2014
Ontario Canada

14 – This is August – Studio Chaotic summer special 2014

Hey, there truly are other people in the world!


Besides inner demons and a pet Imp that is

Jen talks to Nick, Dave, and Thomas about their philosophy of life. We hear some music from Thomas, some wise words from Imp, get a glimpse into a workaholics small pleasures, and sense a somewhat hot temper from Nick.


Music in this episode is composed and provided by this guy:

Thomas Ewel a.k.a Explendidos

can be found on:

Facebook fan page

And of course on

Some of the music, not necessarily in order of playing, are:

Intro, composed for this episode.
Blues Brothers High on Crack – Acid House
I wanna meet the devil
Sirens sea

Reservations for errors. And I’m missing a title . Hell, there’s no helping it; you will have to check out all of Thomas tracks to find the one I didn’t name. Trust me, it will be an enjoyable search! I’m a fan.

A new format, a different approach.

In this episode I tried out three different ways to include other human beings in the podcast. Call it a test if you will. I learned alot along the way while producing this and it has been delay after delay. Never mind the doubts in my own head about what i’m doing. I do intend to include people, talk about stuff that interests me if noone else, and things could get interesting. I learned, technically, how to do certain things even if I didn’t pull it off this time, I learned a few important things. I am grateful to all my three victims for agreeing to participate in this amateur production. I hope I can bribe you again.

Thank you!

And listeners; Thanks for listening. Leave comments and all that stuff. I can be found by asking Mr. Google for Studio Chaotic and JennyK. Chances are you’ll find something I don’t want you to find.

August 2014

Jenny K Brennan
Ontario Canada

13 – Update. JennyK talking shit again after two months of nothing.

A network of complications

March update


JennyK talking shit for a few minutes. About Kompoz, where musicians collaborate, immigration status, good v.s bad mornings, and mental health maintenance.


Sorry, no transcript today.

Finishing this episode is a trance track called “I will find you” Produced and released on by Airy connections, 404, Ed Silva, and JennyK.

Jenny K Brennan March 12 2014

Studio Chaotic – Talking shit – since two thousand and whatever day I invaded your pod catcher.